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SALVATION ARMY [Today is:: Friday, December 2nd, 2005 11:32am]
Hey guys.
If you can somehow find an extra penny to donate this holiday season, the Salvation Army can always use your help.
I have a kettle set up and I would appreciate it if you could donate. It doesn't have to be a lot; every penny will help provide gifts for families in need.
Here is the link if you're interested:

If you feel generous, please pass this link on to those you know. It would be greatly appreciated.
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[Today is:: Monday, January 31st, 2005 12:54pm]
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Mica [Today is:: Friday, January 28th, 2005 2:17pm]
I don't know how many of you on my friends list actually know Mica Bethea, but even if you don't know him, you should still donate.
Or at least take the time to read this:

You may already know that Mica Bethea was involved in a car accident Monday
night. He has suffered injuries to his spine that may result in paralysis.
He does not have medical insurance. There has been a trust fund set up to
help. Perhaps in lieu of flowers, it would be more beneficial to the family
to donate to the trust fund. Please keep Mica and his family in your

Trust Fund is in Mica's dad's name- David Bethea
Wachovia Bank
386-423-4551 Sheila Arroyo (contact person)

Send cards to : Shands Hospital - Room 8037 SICU
C/O Mica Bethea
655 West 8th Street
Jacksonville, FL 32209

To All.
I spoke to Micas Dad last night at 8:30pm (Thursday) after the Lakeside Jazz
Festival Meeting

He has been diagnosed with Category C6 Quadriplegic He can move his elbow
and arm - but CANNOT move his fingers.
No movement in the lower part of his body.

You can find more infomation - google Quadriplegic C6

The good news - if there is any - is that there are 5-6 days of swelling
after the accident. As soon as the swelling subsides -this weekend - a
better prognosis will be obtained.

Only family members can see him for short periods of time.
I think that if you don't know him and you still want to donate, you can give me the money and sign a card and I'll make sure he gets it.
I only owe the hospital $4000, I can't imagine what he's going though...

So comment if you'd like to donate and I'll take care of the rest.
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Kibbles'n'bits... [Today is:: Monday, October 25th, 2004 2:50pm]
My brother Tom found a puppy while he was in Miami shooting a music video. He brought him back here and the puppy is FUCKING ADORABLE!
The only problem is my mom won't let us have a dog. But I guess we'll see what happens when she gets home...
The saga continues...
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Off to see the wizard... [Today is:: Sunday, October 24th, 2004 1:42am]
I'm sleepy... very sleepy...

I'm still a little sick, but I've been back on my feet for a few days now. I started work again Thursday and I've worked every day since. I'm hoping I'll get to close tomorrow because I'm only scheduled three days next week and I need money. I have big plans.

Since I'm not going to school next semester I'm going to save up all of my money and then I'm going to see the world...er, at least the country. I don't know where exactly I'm going, or what I'll be doing, but I think it's time for me to get some 'real life' experience. I would at least like to take a couple trips, but we'll see how that goes. I might get scared and need to find someone to go with me.
If you're not busy in the spring and would like to take a few road trips with me, let me know.

So yeah, that's about it. Tomorrow I need to clean my car.
The weather is WONDERFUL.
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Screw the Cardinals. [Today is:: Friday, October 22nd, 2004 1:57pm]
fill this out if you'd like. :)

1. Tell me something obvious about yourself.

2. Tell me something about yourself that I don't know.

3. What is your biggest fear?

4. Do you normally take the safe route or the shortcut?

5. What is the one thing you want the most that you can't buy with money?

6. What is your most treasured possession?

7. What is the one thing you hate most about yourself that you do the most often?

8. Tell me something about you sexually that I don't know.

9. Tell me something about you sexually that everybody knows.

10. What is your favorite lie to tell?

11. Name something you have done once that you can't wait to do again.

12. Are you the jealous type?

13. What is the one person, place or thing that you can never say no to?

14. What is the nicest thing someone has ever done for you?

15. If you could do something crazy right now, what would it be?

16. When was the last time you cried?

17. When was the last time you felt so good that nothing else mattered?

18. Do you feel comfortable in public with no shirt on?

19. Name something embarrassing you did while drunk.

20. If you post this in your journal, do you want me to answer it?
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Yeah, yeah, yeah [Today is:: Monday, October 18th, 2004 1:56pm]
Oh man.
I think I've got the flu or something

My head is pounding, my throat is swollen, my nose is stuffy, my lymph nodes are swollen, my nose is runny, I can't sleep, my muscles ache, I'm really tired.
I feel like crap. And I'm not happy about it.

I missed my class today, but it's not too bad because I've already done the work for the next few weeks. However, I don't want to miss tomorrow's classes because I actually like them.

The worst part about all of this is? I have to play a softball game tonight. If I don't play, we have to forfeit. Oh, the pressure...

Back to bed.
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How far do I have to go to make you understand? [Today is:: Saturday, October 16th, 2004 11:52pm]
I shouldn't be allowed to read because I just get pissed off.

I read the journal of someone who claims to be 'anti-politician'. If you're 'anti-politician', you're against politicians. If you're against politicians, then you're against people who seek a spot in a political office. And if you're against that, who would you like to see in office? Robots? Or no one? Anarchy, perhaps? Because we all know that would work. Anarchy can only work if ONE person practices it. After that, it's not anarchy anymore.
Not only am I annoyed that someone is 'anti-politician', but this person also gets pissed off at George Bush and claims he's willing to fight anyone who will vote for him. I'm not looking to start a fight, but holy shit, that's just dumb.

I'm still sick so it's given me a lot of time to think. My throat feels like it had razorblades in it. I have a fever and I've been living off of popsicles for the last few days because it makes me throat feel a little better.
I have to go to work tomorrow even if I don't feel up to it. I need the hours, I need to pick up my paycheck, and I need to make sure I can get Tuesday off.

I'm not going to school next semester. Fuck YOU DBCC, you and all of your counselors suck. Seriously.

I baby-sat tonight for 3 1/2 hours and made $40. I don't think I was supposed to get that much, but I'll take what I can get. I got $12 from baby-sitting the other night, $50 from baby-sitting my nephew, and I will be picking up a $105 check from work tomorrow. I have expensive things to save up for so this money will come in handy. Plus, I've already started Christmas shopping. It's been great. :)
My life is all about money. It's horrible, but I feel out of control when I don't have it.

I would really like my own computer, a digital camera, and an aquarium for my room. Those are my real motives for seeking employment.

I guess I'll go watch the Red Sox get their asses kicked some more...
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I hate sore throats... [Today is:: Friday, October 15th, 2004 5:08pm]
I'm sick and I hate it.
The weather is wonderful and all I want to do is curl up in my bed and sleep for hours.
My stomach is killing me and my throat is swollen shut just about.
I went out and bought popsicles for myself because that is the only thing that ever seems to help.
I also called off work tonight. It just wasn't going to happen.

Brian and I celebrated our anniversary yesterday. We didn't do much besides go out to dinner and rent Saved! I wasn't feeling good yesterday so I slept form 2 - 6 and then I was ready for bed again at 11:30.
Since I'm not going to work tonight, that means I'm not picking up my paycheck. Oh well, it's not like it was a lot anyway.

I baby-sat for my nephew a couple days last week and I'm doing it for a few hours tomorrow provided I feel a little better. My other sister wants me to help her do grades this weekend but I really don't think that's a possibility. We'll see, though.

Yesterday was my dad's birthday. If he were alive, I would have bought him tickets to a Magic game.

I'm going to start my Christmas shopping soon because I can't wait much longer. I love buying stuff for other people as long as I know they'll appreciate it. :)

Okay, nap time.
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A mix up of all sorts... [Today is:: Monday, October 11th, 2004 3:34pm]
Well, well, well....
I almost got run over by a dump truck today. That was way too close for comfort.
With that said, I have some things to say:
- If you plan to change lanes, CHECK YOUR FUCKING BLIND SPOT!!! Checking the rearview mirror or the side mirror is just not enough.
- If you're in the wrong lane resulting in a missed turn, DO NOT STOP IN YOUR LANE AND WAIT FOR ALL OF THE OTHER CARS IN THE OTHER LANE TO PASS SO YOU CAN CHANGE LANES AND TURN. There are literally a hundred other places you can turn into.
- Also, if you miss your turn, and you're three lanes over, DO NOT DECIDE TO CUT EVERYONE OFF AND TURN AFTER YOU'VE ALREADY PASSED THE STOP LIGHT.
- And one more thing: LOOK UP "YIELD" IN THE DICTIONARY. If you see a sign on the road that says 'yield' FUCKING DO IT!!!!!!!!!

I'm so pissed off.
Okay, and now I have one more thing. Here's a rule for you: if you have your windshield wipers on, TURN YOUR FUCKNG HEADLIGHTS ON!

Okay, I'm done.
In other news, yesterday was the big 2 years... Yeah, it's been a LONG time. We haven't gotten to celebrate because of work, baby-sitting, birthdays, etc. but we're gonna do that Thursday. He bought me THE PRETTIEST FLOWERS EVER and a cute card that meant a lot. :) If it's not too shitty out, we may go to the park where we went on our first date, and then go from there. Cheesy, I know, but everyone's gotta be lame sometime.

I went to Skate City for a little girl's birthday party yesterday and had so much fucking fun! I seriously wanna go back next Saturday. My skating skills aren't very good, but I had fun nonetheless. If you would like to go with me, let me know!

I've been working and shopping at Wal-Mart so I can't say life is treating me too bad. I'm only scheduled to work 3 days next week so that sucks ass, but whatever.

I don't have to take the CLAST! Woo! I don't have to stay at DBCC for another semester!... as long as I get my UCF application in on time and get accepted. I better hurry...

The weather has cooled and I'm ecstatic. If only it would stop raining...

Dontcha just love how my mood changed in the middle of the post?
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My vote goes to... [Today is:: Friday, October 8th, 2004 10:29pm]
I love you, John Kerry.

Without argument or telling me why, just tell me who you are going to vote for. And if you can't vote yet, tell me who you would vote for.
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[Today is:: Wednesday, October 6th, 2004 11:09pm]
I have an Astronomy test tomorrow and I haven't exactly studied... and paying attention in class is just out of the question, especially after I got a 100% on the last one. It's 10:45 and I'm updating LiveJournal and playing Bingo. Although I'm playing now, I have been very productive today. I wrote letters and sent pictures to my cousin and to my aunt and uncle; I organized my folder, straightened out my Education work, and I did my Sociology homework. I have been doing laundry all day and it's almost done. I've basically done everything on my to-do list today... except study for Astronomy. I should read another 40 pages, but I really don't feel like it. Eh.

I guess I'll tell everyone about my work story. Saturday night at work my boss was being a serious cunt. Actually, ya know, I don't even want to write about it. If you want to hear the story, call me. It's too long to write and I really should study. But basically, I have been advised by the other bosses to call a number and report my boss. Other people have called already so hopefully she'll stop being a whore.

Yeah, I really need to study. This entry was pretty damn pointless. Oh, and I should go shower too.
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My happy ending... [Today is:: Monday, October 4th, 2004 2:50pm]
I hate that I am completely dependent on other people to make me feel the way I do.
Sometimes I can't stand other people and I just want to be alone. I rarely ever want to go out and do anything. I don't know if it's the people or if it's me. I long for someone I can totally relate to. I long for a best friend who I can just call and they will come over and have sleepovers with me. I know I've said this all before, but I still wish for it.
But when I think about it, I often think I'm the reason for not having a good friend with similar interests. I don't go out and meet new people. But really I don't know where to go. And now I think I'm making excuses for myself.
I've come to really enjoy spending time alone. I'd rather spend it alone because it's peaceful. I don't have to fight with anyone and I can do whatever I want when I want to. It's just so much better that way, or so it seems.
I haven't liked hanging out with Brian lately because HE NEVER LISTENS TO ME. I tell him that he can't spend the night so he tries to fall asleep just so I can't kick him out. I fucking hate when he does that and that's why we're fighting so much lately. I get so mad at him every time I look at him because I feel like he doesn't respect me. I saw him at school today and we hung out for about 10 minutes. I left, though, as soon as he tried to be all on me. I can't stand PDA and I can't stand when he tries to kiss me and grab my ass. I think it's FUCKING DISGUSTING and we fight EVERY TIME he tries to do it.
Sometimes I think he's the reason I don't want to hang out with anyone. By the time I'm done with him I'm already at the end of my rope. I don't feel this way all the time, it's just when he doesn't listen to me. We're gonna have a talk about that.

So Brian and I are fighting, and I feel sorta bad about it because I know I'm just being a bitch. I am very hungry right now, I don't have a life, and I have to stay at DBCC an extra semester because I can't take the CLAST. I was happy about it before, but I'm not.
There goes the three days of my life where it didn't suck completely.

And that doesn't even count the cuntface of a boss I have. But I'll save that for the next post.

When I think, I get myself into trouble.
When I don't think I get myself into trouble.
There's just no happy medium.
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Another random post... [Today is:: Friday, October 1st, 2004 2:51pm]
It's been a while since I've posted a lot.
Usually I have to make myself write, but it's been different lately.

I got an e-mail from Libby. It's nice to hear from good friends. :)

I talked to a guidance counselor today. Now I'm waiting to hear back from another guidance counselor so I can talk to her about transferring to UCF.
If I can't make it into UCF because of the CLAST, should I stay for another semester at DBCC? I'm sure I could get a scholarship because there are so many right now that they *have* to give away. It would be one semester less that I get my Bright Futures Scholarship, but it would probably give me extra spending money next semester.

I would like to go to Halloween Horror Nights this year so if anyone would like to accompany me, let me know. :)

It's raining, and that means I'm sleepy.
But I have to go to work soon so I am going to get ready.
[care a lot!]

[Today is:: Friday, October 1st, 2004 12:04pm]
Last night I noticed that my toe hair was really long. So I plucked them. AND IT HURT.

OMG. The hottest guy EVER just walked into my house.

I gotta go!
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Play us a song, you're the piano man.... [Today is:: Thursday, September 30th, 2004 8:31pm]
Someone who is very close to me is trying to copy this video...with a real piano.


Oh, and check this out too.
I'm going to start using these.
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Look where this left me... [Today is:: Thursday, September 30th, 2004 5:43pm]
My Thoughts on ThingsCollapse )

My brother-in-law told me yesterday that I 'had a heart of gold'. It feels really nice that someone sees in me the kind of person I want to be.

I haven't heard from my cousin who is away at boot camp yet. Maybe I need to send her a SASE. I think I do.

I got a 98 on my Human Sexuality test. And I also learned a lot of good stuff. Learning is FUN.

I'm going to watch the Presidential Debate tonight and hope that I understand it.

If I can't make it to UCF next semester, I'm going to be okay with it. I don't like the idea of being out of school for so long, but I am going to turn it into a positive thing. It will give me the chance to earn some extra money and maybe I'll get to take a road trip or two and see some friends.

We won our softball game last night 24-23. I was very nervous for some reason. My heart was racing and I had butterflies in my stomach. I guess I was just hoping that I performed well because this season has not been good for me. I did make a shoestring catch in the outfield and I threw it back to third for a double play. Oh, and we didn't have the shitty umpires so that was a major plus.

I'm going to write letters. I'm going to spend my night watching the Presidential Debate and looking at stuff on Ebay. And I'm excited about it.
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Man, oh man.... [Today is:: Wednesday, September 29th, 2004 10:44pm]
I'm so so so so so screwed right now.
I never took the CLAST, and with recent hurricanes, as well as other things on my mind, I never signed up for the October one.
I guess I'm not going to college in the spring...
I want to cry.
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Putting me to the test... [Today is:: Wednesday, September 29th, 2004 11:38am]
Brian left me a nice letter in my car yesterday.
That made me very happy. :)

I got a surprising 100 on my Astronomy test. I was about to shit myself when I found out. Eggert is a MUCH better teacher than Riban is. He'll actually explain something to you if you don't understand it. And he moves around the room and keeps your attention...well, more than Riban did. Here's to actually earning my passing grade...

I also got an 88 on my Sociology test. Not bad for not studying.
Tomorrow I find out what I got on my Human Sexuality test. I'm sure I did fine.

I really need to go check out my dad's house, but I'm afraid. Somebody already called asking about the huge oak tree and it just made more scared to go over and see the damage. Besides, my brother said he'd go...
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Beautiful day in the neighborhood.... [Today is:: Monday, September 27th, 2004 2:04pm]
I've heard many people on TV (in addition to my grandma) say "Today is another beautiful day."
Was I the only one who went through the hurricane?
Granted, this one was not nearly as bad as the others, but it was definitely not a beautiful day in the neighborhood.

Luckily we never lost power and our yard is in pretty good shape.
I hope everyone else is safe.
Let's hope Lisa stays away...

Oh, and did you hear about the two fucking retarded kids (ages 16 and 17) who decided to play in the river during the storm?
Those fucking idiots should have their heads bashed in. If they didn't die, maybe they'd get a little common sense.
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